In the little time that I was away from you I really began to feel real guilty about the things that were going through my head and I just want you to know from the bottom of my heart I apologize. I should have known better than to let some stupid thought like that pop into my head and I should have known through the type of person you are that you would never do me like that. I guess I just was looking for an answer to a question that I already had an answer to, this being why don’t you want to make love to me as often as you use to and the answer was in the letter and it said that I have to understand sometimes you just don’t feel like doing certain things, change that it said I NEED to understand that when your feeling like this I have to be there for you. Instead I’ve been being selfish and only thinking of myself, I don’t know if you’ve noticed but when I should have understood I’ve gotten mad and I apologize for that also. I guess I’m just insecure and I need to work on that. Another thing is when I make a pass at you sometimes it seems like you would even notice or you would just say stop and leave it at that and that hurt my feelings. Only thing I want is that when you feel this way just tell me and instead of getting mad I’ll know why you asked me to stop and that will be the end of it. So once again bae I know I was being a jackass and I know I was wrong the only thing I don’t know is if you know how sorry I am please forgive me. You are the love of my life and if I don’t know better than to think that you would cheat on me than I might not deserve you I just hope you know that I will never be that insecure again and that I do love you with all my heart.
Ramon Deair Walker